omg its like 11:16pm right now
I am supposed to be doing homework right now but i cant as its like there is a part of me missing. Well I dont know if its cause its a void or if its a pain thats unresolved. I mean have been single for like 2 months already but i dont know if i miss the girl or having the companionship.

I mean i feel emotions still but not as strongly. I miss the old girl still but i had my fling and i miss having a someone that i can talk to at all times.

I mean i like someone but i know with all my heart that she would never go out with me so i will be stuck in this loneliness for a while.

so i am in a middle of a study period again =.=

There is nothing to do at all.
Listening to Elephunk album by the Black Eyed Peas, well its just relaxing. I have some of the most awesome people ever: Jason spiv, Jack chen, Adrian! pete and a few others. so this is just a time for me to relax and kick up my feat as it is a friday!!!

My weekend is going to be awesome as it allows me to have some fun with game day coming up as well as the sunday where i just do nothing but read and study but its still fun.

Tomorrow i have youth group with awesome peeps like Mark "bieber" Wan and Nathan Ting Ting :)
That should be awesome like always

No parents tomorrow night so its gonna be non stop dota and other games like modo :)
I expect to draft at least once maybe twice tonight which is going to be awesome! MSS draft seems balanced and fun.

I wish i could go out to Alumbra tonight with gayo and his group but i cant cause i have parents who dont allow me to go out on fridays anymore :( well i guess year 12 is a bitch like everyone says it is.

My week has been a good one, I mean between the tennis and everything else its just awesome!!! I am loving it. but i guess it is only one of the few good weeks in a year

Til next time
Wei-Ning