I know i havent been on in a while but my life has just gone freaking crazy!!!

Blame no one
I have had so much work to do lately with all the sacs as well as holidays i had no time to blog about my life.

For me, I dont know what life is like anymore, my life is me sitting on my couch writing up monotonous essays whilst trying to memorize my chinese script for my SAC which has been postponed til next monday :)

I made a magic team where i can discuss my ideas and better formulate my ideas and develop decks than just with one of two people on facebook or twitter. Granted my twitter usage has risen recently as well
@piggyboy1 #shameless plug LOL

Well my friendship circle has seen a major facelife in the last few weeks with me culling the weak and replacing them with the strong, like Allen Zhang, Steven, Gayo and Tom who have taken over the slots previously Nathan and others cause yeah I culled the weak to increase my liklihood at success late in life.

Being single is awesome as i actually have money for things other than just barely living as i dont spend a cent on anyone else maybe claire is the only one now but thats just how it is now. I have been on modo a lot lately because of this, the lack of social time lately has led to me doing other things like actually studying for once. But still not enough time to get around to playing in prereleases and what not yet unfortunately, that will have to wait for uni where i can travel to nationals and participate in the Good Games 5k qualifier chase for points around victoria.

The future for me seems like its full or twists and turns as my life changes, I mean organizing the cooking for international week is giving me a headache and its like 5 months away AKA as plenty of time as i need to organize early. I mean I have to deal with other people's problems whilst getting my things done. Its amazing how long people take to do the basic things. Thats why i am the boss this year :)

I asked myself what does the future hold for me, I see me travelling with my teammates to PTs which i will actually be qualified for, me staying in new zealand for a while to get out of melbourne which is becoming monotanous and its not cheap to live here you know??? 10 bucks a day on food whilst breakfast and dinner is paid for is not the easy life, and Sarah Shen has told me we need to hang out more and I really want to hang out with her more as she is totally awesome! (yes, i know she will read this but i mean it). I want to travel to China, Malaysia and Taiwan in the near future as well all before i turn 20 so its just a lot of stuff to do in a little time.

I am finding myself using my blog to reflect on the past present and future, but i cant reflect on my past, there is so much I cant talk about cause of the gag order. I wish i could talk about the last few months in more detail but I cant. I mean there are like days that i have to pretend never happened even those some of them are the best days of my life.
The ones i felt happiest, I know those i spent it with wont read this but I miss every single one of those people who i have since dropped out with. I wish i could have kept in contact with you but I will always regret it now.

I guess now I look to pass the check points to my life like VCE and turning 18 after that i guess i can do anything. PS the swinburne anime club have been some of the best times ever between magic and Nerf guns what else could I have wished for in a first meeting! ITs was just stupid fun!!! Cream is always fun to smash into people's faces. They are some of the best peopel i have ever met like mike from the US of A!

Well, I guess ill sign off for now and return for another blog some other day!